i forgot to say that i also got another present today.

my friend nichole just got married to a super awesome guy. he's an aquarius so we get along amazingly well.. but i guess while they were on theirhoneymoon he saw it and had to get it for me.
which i am everso glad he did..

because.. it was an OBAMA daschboard bobble. it is the best thing ever and it only adds to my never-ending supply of obama love.

just had a a thought come together..

season 2.. nathan drank himself into a stupor cuz he missed peter. with that i imagine lots of drinking going on. like, marathon drinking. which tends to up tolerance over time, and i know that if you really think out the time line he would only have been drinking like that for like.. a week or so.. but you know the show wanted us to think it was longer... so here is the question..

why then in season 3 in mexico did he pass out? you would think he had a higher tolerance.

or am i the only one thinking that he was a lifetime drinker? not necessarily an alcky.. just the petrelli's seem like a family that always have booze around..

i hadn't thought about this for a while, but this just came back to me..

( my favorite shakespeare sonnet )

imdb has forsaken me. nothing about life is ok right now.
stupid news blurb with pretty men attached to it..

not again life. not again.

i just got my lovely and wonderful copy of season 3 of my beloved heroes... and i was reading through the episode descriptions and reveling in the glory of this new toy of mine. and i noticed something weird.

for the description of the episode "a clear and present danger" it says:

After outing himself to the President, Nathan is charged with rounding up everyone with abilities in the interest of homeland security.

ok. fine. except. uh.. the president knew of nathan's ability? then why was it such a big thing when danko found out? i had always believed that nathan had given the president documentation on everyone, except himself, claire, angela, and peter, but then eventually giving up the info on peter after the second petrelli hug of death. indicating that he had information on others, but that he was not part of it. in it but not of it mentality.

i dont think i was the only one under this impression. was anyone else with me? anyone in the camp of nathan telling the president about himself?


other than that.. YAY FOR HEROES ON DVD!!!

took a nap today. from 330 to 630. it was kinda an epic nap.

long enough to dream.
it was a highly disturbing dream.
pretty much the gist of it was that i failed everyone i love.
everyone that is close to me ended up hating me.
oh it was distressing.

waking up with the remnants of the feeling of failure and distress.. god. i need to find a way to get rid of it.

man. he just gets more beautiful with every passing day.

( here are a few of my favorites )

three cheers for this beautiful creature!

he was here.. and within mere feet from me! photos and photos galore.

( humina humina humina humina... )

oh the pretty. oh dear god the pretty.

and WTF was he doing shooting in sacramento?
it was staged to be georgia..
but they were filming on the capitol steps..
with the capitol seal clearly viewable..
and does georgia have palm trees?

and just for more pretty.. or a less blurry version of his glory..

( look at the pretties! )

oh my god. just got asked to be a bridesmaid for my friend. totally excited. so happy. i totally wanted to be there with her, even though we are the kind of friends that we go months wihtout talking, but then when we get together we start up from where we left off at breakneck speed. seriously, when she told me that she was getting married, i immediately wanted to do anything and everything in my power to help her get ready. didnt think i would be a bridesmaid just because we dont see each other often and she had other girls whe would see more frequently. so i figured it would go to them.. and it did. she asked the other, but she just told me that she is unasking them so that i could be in the wedding party becuase she just hasnt felt right without me in her wedding party.
i am quite pleased. and totally excited to help her plan the wedding. or make the favors the night before. or something.

apparently there is a new deodorant. made specifically for guys who have really sweaty really hairy pits.
ew.
total ew.
i almost vomitted during that commercial.

dude. i have no idea if that is spelled right, but that song just came on the cable latina music station.. and another fun fact is that used to be my ring tone for hella days. nice.

also, happy cinco de mayo and fake-iversary to my parents. they have been married for 30 years, just never told the state. gotta fix that.

woot.

and now it is bed time.

man. the internet i was borrowing got locked up. it was sad. i missed the internets a lot. but now that it is back, i will give you a short recap of my life this week iw as gone:
-saw brandon at his birthday party along with a lot of other fools that i hadn't seen in ages.
-worked a crap load of overtime, including a shift that was 12 hours long starting at 2am.
-went to the gym four times.
-had a very nice wednesday lost.
-life was devastated a week ago when nathan petrelli died.

really everything is overshadowed by the death of nathan petrelli. i still can't come to grips with it. only time will heal this i guess.

( 5 stages )

watched an officer and a gentleman this afternoon. man i love that movie.

tomorrow i work more overtime. yay. overtime. i love overtime. especially when i am broke like a joke. seriously? broke. i will be broke until my second check in may. and even then i will only be breaking even again. dammit. the whole moving thing. the whole new car thing. and insurance. man, i probably could have thought that trough a little more. but they were all such great ideas at the time. it is hard to be displeased in any fashion at the moment. in fact, i am not displeased at all. rather i am enjoying these decisions. just gotta figure and finagle. it will all work out in the long run, and maybe i can get a sister to float me until that payday ::crosses fingers:: we'll see. i'll be ok now that i am working the overtime again. holler. so far that has gone well. just waking up ass early and whatnot. but the 10 hours that early in the morning and with the workload i have, it really kinda flies by.

today i came up with the idea for an amusement park called obama land. there would be a roller coaster called the campaign trail. lol. and you would hear snippets of campaign speechs as you fly down the hills. and at the end of the day when you are leaving you would get yr admission price in a refund.

upside to this idea: it would be full of win, create jobs, help stimulate the economy.. and let's face it, everyone loves obama.
downside to this idea:.................. there isnt one................. nope, cant think of one................ still cant...............

god. i need a nap. or i need to take a coma. either way.

great afternoon with the samesie. good times all around.

high school dream come true. one of the older boys asked me for my number! holler. even though.. you know.. we are friends and all now.. it just makes me laugh to think about my 15 year old self crapping herself because of the life i lead now. lol.

the two birthday parties i hit up today were fun. but for very different reasons. first was a one year old's birthday party where there were no children except the birthday girl and a crap load of adults drinking. good times. second was a friend's birthday party. hadnt seen this friend in.. i would say 5 years. very nice to see them again. this is also the kind of friend that is totally yr bff one minute and they not the next. just a confusing kid.

but good times all around. more later.

i finally found my signature everyday perfume. quite happy with it actually.

it is called rock princess by vera wang.

finding my own perfume makes me feel as though i have crossed another one of those adult things to do off my list. and i know god wanted me to have it because of the coupon i got.
holler.

yay.


and my foot is still jank, but now it has thrown off the groove of my right ankle, right knee, right hip, right inner thigh, left inner thigh, right lower back and neck.
gotta love body mechanics.

gah.

finished putting together an ikea dresser.
it was epic.


more on life later.